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Aug. 31st, 2000 02:16 pmComplacency is like an old shoe...
Unless you take out the insole pads that have been in there for waaaaaaay too long, everything smells whether you change you socks or not.
GADDAMMIT I AN NOT A FUCKING INFORMATION BOOTH!
*ahem* sorry.. where was I...
ah yes.
Trip was fun. LOTS.
I've been too tired to write about it recently, and honestly, being in chat or resubbing to a list right now I'd feel like I'd have to repeat myself a thousand times to answer all the "how was it"s. Maybe when Brian and I scan in my photos, I'll write something to go with them... dunno yet.
Driving back to work on Monday after vacation, I became fairly upset at the prospect of actually GOING. I like HAVING a job, even as far as working where i do, but the job/atmosphere itself... I'm becoming less and less satisfied with it. However, I'm at least staying here until october-end (in this position), since there's things I've already been involved in that it'd be bad to leave midway. But it doesnt mean I cant look around. :)
Seems like a lot of people had party fun while we were gone - what with all the birthdays and such. I sorta feel bad we missed them, but really, I was much happier being on vacation. :)
It also seems like we missed quite a bit of psychodrama as well. Good. For all I care about my circle of friends, this group more than any I've ever been around seems to almost -revel- in it at times. This isnt to say I think everyone is a bunch of gosspiy backbiters, I just feel like - um... *actually thinking about what to say*... I feel like sometimes being "in" on whatever story/scene/issue/etc is more trouble than it's worth. There's something that just recently came up that I'd known for at least two months - that I'd all but forgotten until it was brought up. It was/is a big deal, I dunno... just taking it in or saying I dont care anymore doesnt mean I dont care about my friends... or even people that are social friends...
Feh. *digdig*.
Hopefully my plans this weekend will rejuvenate my energy for things. Then maybe I can stop waking up at 4am! eep.
Unless you take out the insole pads that have been in there for waaaaaaay too long, everything smells whether you change you socks or not.
GADDAMMIT I AN NOT A FUCKING INFORMATION BOOTH!
*ahem* sorry.. where was I...
ah yes.
Trip was fun. LOTS.
I've been too tired to write about it recently, and honestly, being in chat or resubbing to a list right now I'd feel like I'd have to repeat myself a thousand times to answer all the "how was it"s. Maybe when Brian and I scan in my photos, I'll write something to go with them... dunno yet.
Driving back to work on Monday after vacation, I became fairly upset at the prospect of actually GOING. I like HAVING a job, even as far as working where i do, but the job/atmosphere itself... I'm becoming less and less satisfied with it. However, I'm at least staying here until october-end (in this position), since there's things I've already been involved in that it'd be bad to leave midway. But it doesnt mean I cant look around. :)
Seems like a lot of people had party fun while we were gone - what with all the birthdays and such. I sorta feel bad we missed them, but really, I was much happier being on vacation. :)
It also seems like we missed quite a bit of psychodrama as well. Good. For all I care about my circle of friends, this group more than any I've ever been around seems to almost -revel- in it at times. This isnt to say I think everyone is a bunch of gosspiy backbiters, I just feel like - um... *actually thinking about what to say*... I feel like sometimes being "in" on whatever story/scene/issue/etc is more trouble than it's worth. There's something that just recently came up that I'd known for at least two months - that I'd all but forgotten until it was brought up. It was/is a big deal, I dunno... just taking it in or saying I dont care anymore doesnt mean I dont care about my friends... or even people that are social friends...
Feh. *digdig*.
Hopefully my plans this weekend will rejuvenate my energy for things. Then maybe I can stop waking up at 4am! eep.
